From Stone to Roses

When you have been in pain so much, that the idea of letting someone in would feel as if you would crumble & be left for dust to ashes. The pain that you inflicted on someone else but which resulted in you inflicting pain on yourself & allowing it to fester. It festers so much […]

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Death

It opens your eyes in ways you wouldn’t except, from it’s pain there’s a gift, from the sorrow is a blessing, from the landfill of tears, the rubble of the pain there’s dust & nuggets of gold for the picking if you choose to see it. Life becomes more limitless, when you know how limited […]

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What Matters?

For so long now we thought that what  is the external world & how we interact with it & to follow by the rules because that’s what we were told will give us happiness & we fill our external world with so much noise, material, objects & things & rules that are intended to give […]

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The Journey

The Journey of a million steps starts with one, this is the story of one of those journeys, which touches millions of lives. What is this black void? Where am I? I feel electric, I am growing, I feel like a string of energy almost pulsing, I can see particles floating closer to me, the […]

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Traffic Jam of Thoughts

Thought I’d capture my discomfort in real time, this was written when in the middle of the day I started to feel overwhelmed… Ahh, when it creeps up on you the rush of thoughts, Clock ticking, tic toc, tic toc, fix the clock Throw the clock, traffic jam of thoughts  too many thoughts & now […]

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What’s my name?

She is always taunting you, she creeps up on you in the middle of the night & can make her presence be known as soon as you awaken in the morning, lingering in the background waiting for you to notice her. But she’s a figment of your imagination isn’t she, does she even exist? because […]

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Late Night, Unfiltered

mind racing, heart pacing, feel spacing, real chasing, I don’t know what to put down but these words are spilling out of me on to paper & pen, yes paper & pen the feel of the a fluid black ink pen coursing through the plastic pipes of this pen she writes so velvety gushing out […]

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Addiction

  A temptation, something that overcomes your mind and body, it clouds your vision and consumes you & seduces you, it can creep up on you slowly as an urge that grows stronger & wraps it’s sticky claws around you.  It can be thoughts that you like to play with that linger and exhilarates you […]

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